Note to the Reader . . vii Map: China and Its Neighbors . . viii-ix Prologue . . xi PART I - GROWING UP, 1916-1947 1 "Where the Daisies Cover the Country Land" . . 3 2 Only a Memory . . 24 3 Americanization . . 35 4 An Anguished Cry . . 47 PART II - INTELLIGENCE OFFICER IN ACTION, 1948-1968 5 A Ready Recruit . . 65 6 A Covert Foot Soldier . . 77 7 On the Edge of Conflict . . 97 8 Running the Secret War . . 106 9 Of Coups, Floods, and Failures . . 119 PART III - CHINA OPENS UP, 1969-1981 10 Reading the Tea Leaves . . 135 11 Breaking Down Walls . . 152 12 Kissinger's Man in China . . 169 13 Good Fortune . . 196 14 Riding a Wave . . 213 PART IV - DIPLOMAT IN ACTION, 1982-1991 15 Righting the Balance . . 227 16 The Golden Years . . 249 17 Pushing for Change . . 264 18 "Through the Blur of Our Tears" . . 282 19 Stepping on a Volcano . . 297 20 Small Victories . . 335 Epilogue . . 373 Acknowledgments . . 383 Notes . 385 Bibliography . . 402 Index . . 406