Preface . . ix 
Prelude . . xi 

DAUGHTER OF CHINA 
1. Growing Up in the City of Sunshine . . 3 
2. Child of the Tiger Dad . . 9 
3. "Make Me an Extraordinary Child!" . . 17 
4. Tough Love at Home . . 25 
5. Peking University . . 35 
6. The Cost of Love . . 43 
7. A Dream and a Nightmare . . 51 
9. Resolutions . . 69 

TIANANMEN SQUARE, 1989 
10. Night at Xinhua Gate . . 79 
11. Searching for Feng . . 89 
12. The Funeral for Hu Yaobang . . 93 
13 Dawn of New Beginnings . . 101 
14. The Dong Luan Verdict . . 111
15. Secret Meeting . . 119 
16. Hunger Strike . . 129 
17. Solidarity . . 139 
18. The Great Wave . . 145 
19. Martial Law . . 153 
20. Defending Tiananmen Square . . 161 
21. Last Will and Testament . . 173 
22. The Last Stand . . 183 

FAREWELL TO BEIJING 
23. On the Run . . 197 
24. Chinas Most Wanted . . 207 
25. Escape to Hong Kong . . 215
26. The Meaning of Freedom . . 223 
27. The New World . . 231 

THE AMERICAN DREAM MEETS CHINESE REALITY 
28. Life After Tiananmen . . 241 
29. American Dream . . 249 
30. Culture Shock . . 257 
31. True Love . . 265 
32. Wrestling with the Past . . 275 

FREEDOM CALLING 
33. Finding Freedom . . 285 
34. All Girls Allowed . . 295 
35. Sacred Spaces . . 305 
36. Overcoming Darkness (Moving into the Light) . . 315  
37. The Face of Jesus . . 325 

Notes . . 333 
Acknowledgments . . 335